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Because she is your type and I am not. She is your kind with all that gross, thick makeup and the crooked eyes. I’m better off without either of you honestly. I don’t need this and it’s not fair that i should have to deal with this. You’ve crossed a line and no matter what you say you can’t go back from it because it was that big of a mistake  It hurts to have to deal with this and I know you want to tell me how I’ve done the same thing but truth is I’ve done worse. You don’t know it but i have. I wasn’t kidding when i told you i was a bad person, a horrible person and that you shouldn’t trust me or want to be with me anymore i tried to give you the chance to get out I tried to let you escape but you just wouldn’t leave you just stayed and kept digging at it even though i know you want her and you want to leave and you want that freedom you used to have that you don’t have anymore because of me and I’m almost sorry but I’m really not because you’re an asshole and you don’t deserve it. You don’t deserve my sympathy because I think I hate you anyways I’m sick of you in all the wrong ways but it doesn’t matter to me anymore than anything else does i need a break I need release I need to be able to do whatever I want without having to worry about you and your dumb attitude and your father-likeness I’m not a child and I’m not your child I’m a lover and I should be treated as such not treated like the shit you treat me as. You are so protective of her and so worried about her and it bothers you so badly that she might not be your friend but it shouldn’t and you don’t get that you don’t even like her at least you never have before and now all of a sudden you can’t live without her being in your life all of a sudden she is more important to you than i am and you just can’t give her up you have to make a choice between us? That’s so dumb it’s the dumbest and you’re the dumbest of them all and i hate you. I love you at least i thought i did but i really really hate you or maybe i am just so jealous I can’t handle it? Maybe that’s it i just get so scared but she is a fucking whore and  you know it you know that she wants to sleep with you, you like her but you wont admit it because she’s prettier than me> because I wonder if you’re cheating on me? Maybe you’re sleeping with her anyways and that would make sense maybe you were hanging out with her when you said mason was staying because he can’t be online the same time as you? It doesn’t make sense and now I’m going to ask him because I really just can’t trust you I hate you. I get so lost in the moments when I’m in them I don’t want to watch my mouth I don’t want to worry about offending you I want to offend you I want to hurt your feelings and break your heart and make you beg for me to stop I want to ruin your life and make you hate me as much as I hate to love you.  Tell me it doesn’t drive you crazy to be stuck with me and not her doesn’t it tear you up inside when i bring her up or evie or audrey doesn’t it just kill you to know that I’m none of them I’m not anything like any of them and I never will be?  Doesn’t it torment you to be stuck with me and not be able to be with one of them. You make me sick you make me not want to eat you make me feel worse than my dad does on his best days. You make me hate myself. Maybe I would be better to just be gone from your life out of hers out of everyones. I promise you that if I get that chance I will hurt her. I will kill her. I will strangle her and I will relish in the sight of her face turning colors and her eyes popping out of her head even more than they already do and I will enjoy the sound she will make as she struggles to breathe, the rattling of her lungs and the clawing of her hands on mine trying to get me off I want to kill her.  I want to kill you. I want to stab you or poison you. I would like to poison you but i wouldn’t want it to be too easy, too painless. I would like to stab you. I would like to see your eyes get big and i would like to hear you gasp in shock and then scream in pain i would like to watch you try to fight me but be too weak as I watch your life blood pour out of you I would love it if you would bleed to death and I would love to go to prison for it and to never get out  so I can relish the memory of your death and the feel of your warm soul slipping through my fingers. I wonder if the people around me are thinking, oh she’s so smart, shes so nice shes so pretty, she’s such a fast typer do they know? do they know who I am or what I’m thinking of do they see the twitch in my fingers from wanting to hurt you all? Do you see the way I listen and watch and observe you do you know you are being hunted? I will destroy you all. 

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thelaughingmango:

unclefather:

why can’t a t-rex clap? because it’s dead

too soon

How do you make a plumber sad? Kill his Family. 

WHAT

A horse walks into a bar and the bartender asks “why the long face?”

The horse replies “my wife has terminal cancer”

what’s worse than biting into an apple with a worm in it?

the holocaust

Why did the boy drop his ice cream?

He got hit by a truck.

(Source: chickensandwich)

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